November 2010
1 post
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August 2010
5 posts
thanks for holding my hair back...
that was nice of you.
you’re face was too pretty for me to punch.
So here’s the deal this time around:
FUCK IT. fuck every fucking thing in my fucking fucked life. if you feel like using me like this, I’m gonna use you too. next time around…you’ll be doing the work.
counting down the hours….t-minus 48 hours till I crash and burn
Someone goddamnit SOMEONE convince me not to text him tonight…
29 days…
my runs to bliss park are getting more and more emotional each time. this time, I cried. sitting on that picnic table by the basketball court. I cried. listening to Angels On The Moon by Thriving Ivory. I need to stop running there. It makes me think of all the heartache
I’ve been through this summer, and it just brings back all that pain.
I just need to stop thinking. My minds polluted.
July 2010
30 posts
Too bad I’m like dying right now….
drinking out of the cup, an experience. loveGWD<3
Things I love about GWD:
Staff
Staff pool parties
Payday dinners
Quest for the Cup
Quest for the Flip Cup
Dressing up as teletubbies and Umpa-Lumpas
Chicken? Eggs?
Hugging it out
Trash talking the lifeguards
We’re all one big family <3
remember when I said I sorta came to like the smell of cologne and cigarettes, well I’m just kidding. it’s gross.
My nights always end up 10 times more complicated and interesting than I always suspect they will. espicially now that I can text…shiiit man
heyy there anxiety
feel like I’m gonna throw up.
I didn’t shower last night, or take off any of my makeup. and I just woke up and I don’t have time to shower now. that’s not gross at all. in 5 hours I’m gonna be gross looking anyways.
gonna do it today. gotta do it today. get this ball fucking rolling!!!
Standing in the shower tonight, it all came rushing back, just as I knew it would, 2 days after the fact.
and the cycle goes on…
i'm honestly trying so hard.
justtonight:
i can’t stop thinking of him damnit. i am honestly so freaked out, and need to talk. but i’m worried that i’m making things worse and know i need to stay away. easier said than done however. all i want to do is text him, see if he’s okay, talk to him about silly things. i dont want to not have him here anymore. i just miss him. i never meant to fall so hard. but there it is.
Dance party in my bathroom.
you’re nothing to me, so why exactly do i still get that feeling? you’re just a weekly occurance in my life. A call, a text, a one night a week deal. its not like you matter to me. we havent been through anything. we havent shared any moments besides what has gone on in that room with one door, no windows and faces and words all across the walls. yeah, i remember when you said you...
Can’t freaking wait till quest for the cup this year. Defending champs right here.
Star light, star bright,
First star I see tonight,
I wish I may, I wish I might,
Have the wish I wish tonight.
Loneliness is a feeling in which people experience a strong sense of emptiness and solitude. Loneliness is often compared to feeling empty, unwanted, and unimportant. Someone who is lonely may find it hard to form strong interpersonal relationships.
im neva gona get mi shiz
bruise count for GW camp 2010- 6
yayayaaaaa
finallllyyyyy got a new phone!
Despite the fact that I haven't eaten in 11 hours,...
Camp was successful today, for the most part. I always look forward to going swimming, which is the opposite from last year. Up until this year I was very conscious about my body and looks and everything. I mean I knew I was thin and fit and athleticly built, but I was still shy about it. Until this year, I always wore shorts over my bathingsuit. I don’t feel like I need that security...
I love my life
I love my job
I love my co-workers
I love my boss
I love my kids
I love my friends who are also my co-workers
I love greenwood pool and all it’s lifeguards
I love my car
I love my music
I love my sister and my cousins
I love my hair
I love my iPod
I love my piano teacher
I love my piano
I love my bed and my pillows
I love my shower
I love my one piece...
You: you’re a pussy, and you’re just like my ex. not everything revolves around getting high, drunk and in fights. get over yourself.
You: the only thing you’re good for is taking your pants off. sure I get jealous, but the fact that your personality sucks more than you know who makes me feel a little better.
You: stop it with the fucking drama and listen to your family for...
Monday Funday
bike ride & picnic with my best friend of 10 years
<3
love you kayla elise mcnabb
Thanks good weekend,
Sleeping A LOT
Friendly’s grilled cheese
Fireworks Saturday and Sunday night with my best friends (:
Seeing my family, and everyone getting along
Little cousin Blake is the cutest thing I have ever seen
Awkward moments with 15 people in my kitchen all talking about me
And my mom bought peel-away cheese sticks
bomb
love summer. can’t wait to go back to camp tomorrow!
When you look up to someone as a idol, even if they are a fellow athlete, who just happens to be a lot better than you, and he knows how much everyone loves him, it goes straight to his ego.
Honestly, I could have cared less how fast you ran your 400 in your sophomore year, or how good your 600s coulda been this year. I know you run fast. Couldn’t you have talked about something other than...
Is it just me, or is this Internet going extremely slow?
Counselor of the day :)
June 2010
66 posts
I want someone to take me on a date, and to treat me the right way. And to enjoy my company, and to hold my hand in the car, and who would rather give me a hug than anything else.
just because you’re in a stupid relationship doesn’t mean I can’t be too.
marriages are overrated anyways.
open relationships are the way to go.
On the contrary, I am not a cheap whore, like my last post may have incited.
just realized he was asking for it since he wasn't...
first day back at GW wasn’t so bad. I’m pooped and I don’t know how I’m gonna get my ass to the gym. I may just go run, and hope that it starts pouring on me. That’d be awesome.
So at the pool today, there is an extremely good looking life guard. um yeah. sucks I don’t have rachael to gush about cute boys like I did last year. Do work man.
Still can’t...
Oh wait
Greenwood summer camp 10 starts in 7 1/2 hours…
fuck me
BOMB NIGHT
like damnnnnn ;)
I cried on front of my parents last night. I cried like a huge baby too. All the babbling and everything. So my dad bought me a mint cookie crunch sundae. I cried for a good 3 hours last night after I got home from work. And I went to bed at 9:30. I feel a lot better today, because I’m excited that I’m going to cammy’s grad/birthday party in about 6 hours with Kelly. I...
I think I screwed up
The best part about summer: you can sleep naked and not have to worry about getting cold.
signed off aim.
logged out of facebook.
turned off the computer.
and my phone.
goodnight world.
hey mom, stop being a shitty mother and maybe I’ll stop being a shitty daughter.
Got my gym membership for the summer today at healthtrax.
let’s get big
Don’t you hate when all your cute clothes are in the laundry?
today's the day
his last day of freedom. I still don’t understand why he said we couldn’t be friends. I would understand if he didn’t want to be friends because he was very good friends with my exboyfriend, but he isn’t. so because he told me we couldn’t be friends, I’ve become best friends with his best friend. and right now, I don’t care one bit that he’s going...